Jerusalem Has Fallen: A Final Lament

(photo: Nir Alon/Zuma Press Wire/APA Images)

For Tisha B’Av 5783

They told us idolatry brought down the Temple the first time
and unmitigated hatred the second time around –
what will they say now that Jerusalem has fallen once more?

They will say it’s finally time to draw back the curtain
in the holy of holies, uncover your false gods
and admit once and for all
that this place you call a “city of peace”
has never known a moment’s peace,
this city conquered and reconquered
this city of promises unkept and dreams unfulfilled
this city of “return” from which there is no return.

They will say your sea of flags will not hide your crimes,
so draw back the curtain and face your illusions:
you cannot save “democracy” that never was,
you cannot claim a place that can never be owned,
your liberation is no liberation
if it does not include the liberation of all.

They will say it’s time to stop your mourning
for something that never was and never can be –
so cease your keening, your unending lamentations
and clear away the fallen stones.

It’s time to let go of this godforsaken city,
this land of idolatrous stone worship,
this crime scene of unceasing bloodshed,
it’s time to uncover the place
where God truly dwells:

the place where liberation is extended
far beyond these walls,
beyond the river and the sea,
a Jerusalem of the heavens
for all who dwell on earth.

A Lamentation for Gaza


Palestinian mourners carry the body of 11-year-old Hussain Hamad, killed by an Israeli military airstrike, during his funeral in Beit Hanoun, northern Gaza Strip, Tuesday, May 11, 2021. (AP Photo/Khalil Hamra)

Gaza weeps alone.
Bombs falling without end
her cheeks wet with tears.
A widow abandoned
imprisoned on all sides
with none willing to save her.

We who once knew oppression
have become the oppressors.
Those who have been pursued
are now the pursuers.
We have uprooted families
from their homes, we have
driven them deep into
this desolate place,
this narrow strip of exile.

All along the roads there is mourning.
The teeming marketplaces
have been bombed into emptiness.
The only sounds we hear
are cries of pain
sirens blaring
drones buzzing
bitterness echoing
into the black vacuum
of homes destroyed
and dreams denied.

We have become Gaza’s master
leveling neighborhoods
with the mere touch of a button
for her transgression of resistance.
Her children are born into captivity
they know us only as occupiers
enemies to be feared
and hated.

We have lost all
that once was precious to us.
This fatal attachment to our own might
has become our downfall.
This idolatrous veneration of the land
has sent us wandering into
a wilderness of our own making.

We have robbed Gaza of
her deepest dignity
plunged her into sorrow and darkness.
Her people crowd into refugee camps
held captive by fences and buffer zones
gunboats, mortar rounds
and Apache missles.

We sing of Jerusalem,
to “a free people in their own land”
but our song has become a mockery.
How can we sing a song of freedom
imprisoned inside behind walls we have built
with our own fear and dread?

Here we sit clinging to our illusions
of comfort and security
while we unleash hell on earth
on the other side of the border.
We sit on hillsides and cheer
as our explosions light up the sky
while far below, whole neighborhoods
are reduced to rubble.

For these things I weep:
for the toxic fear we have unleashed
from the dark place of our hearts
for the endless grief
we are inflicting
on the people of Gaza.