psalm 14: some questions for the faithful

iam

i’m so tired tired of loving you
like a scared and lonely child, so
desperate to behave,
to follow the rules,
to say the right words, to
think proper thoughts.

so i can’t help but ask:
is it better to surrender or to obey?
to fear or to be afraid?
to serve or to live in servitude?

should i try to believe in you
or accept that you are
existence itself?


One Comment on “psalm 14: some questions for the faithful”

  1. Gwenan says:

    This reads like a koan, except that the answers are obvious.


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